and with my crossbow

rockthatbeatgrl @ 2007-04-27T06:20:00

2007-04-27T13:20:19Z

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want -- good or bad. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you

rockthatbeatgrl @ 2007-04-06T00:54:00

2007-04-06T08:01:44Z

"whats up?, I see your kinda hippi, and I like hippies, lets be hippies together, lets make lots of love and no war."

No....just... no.

rockthatbeatgrl @ 2007-04-05T10:05:00

2007-04-05T17:15:48Z

I long for the day when I can wake up and live for me. When my life is filled with days of work and play, all of which will be celabrated and welcomed. I long for the times when I can lean my head on someone's shoulder. Wake up next to someone. Open my heart. For the days when I don't worry about losing. I only look forward to gaining new joys. When I'll know that all is as it should be and I can breathe easy. When nothing is held back and passion runs free. When creativity is released, like a dove from a cage. A tiger from captivity. The days when I can write again. Poems and songs and words with soul behind them. When inspiration lurks around every city corner, next to the Starbucks and the laundromat. When sweet music is more than a memory. When life is beautiful and free again.

This is for those days. May they come swiftly and with intensity.

There is no measuring in time. A year doesn't matter, ten years are nothing. To be an artist means not to compute or count; it means to ripen as the tree, which does not force its sap, but stands unshaken in the storms of spring with no fear that summer might not follow. It will come regardless. But it comes only to those who live as though eternity stretches before them, carefree, silent, and endless. I learn it daily, learn it with many pains, for which I am grateful: Patience is all! -Rainer Maria Rilke.

rockthatbeatgrl @ 2006-07-19T12:45:00

2006-07-19T20:15:59Z

so I haven't posted in a long time.
here it goes.

-new car= <3
-good times=<3
-summerschool= </3
-adult school=<//3
-getting cox digital soon=<3
-car problems=</3
-boy issues=</3
-waiting=</3

I'm tired.
of life in general.
soooo yeah....
kbye.

rockthatbeatgrl @ 2006-07-01T08:22:00

2006-07-01T15:48:20Z

my day yesterday:
-summerschool
+hanging out with tj
+badly dubbed water kung fu
+running into friends at the mall
+nacho libre
-seeing stupid people at the mall too
-having someone unscrew the bolt in my steering column and having to leave my car there until this morning

over all not too bad.
still pissed about my car though.
but I've got an idea who did it
and I know where they live :)

and today I am going car "looking" (maybe buying something. lets cross our fingers)

live your life

2006-06-14T07:58:46Z

so much for best friends.

rockthatbeatgrl @ 2006-06-06T18:46:00

2006-06-07T02:08:12Z

history and IB theatre final today.
did well on both, I think.
Then I saw The Omen with the theatre kids.
It was the worst movie ever.
But it was fun.

p.s.
I turn 18 in 2 months. sweet.

rockthatbeatgrl @ 2006-06-04T21:57:00

2006-06-05T05:21:18Z

good weekend.
spent most of it (like all of it) in the water.
whether in a pool or at the beach.
it was pretty great.

pool games.
balding.
bad bad sun burn.
pictures.
mermaids.
relaxing.

good times.

prom?

2006-05-21T20:57:53Z

its coming up.
anyone still need someone to do hair and/or makeup?
I'm doing the same thing I did for formal.
just let me know and we can work out a price (cheap) and a time.

peace.

rockthatbeatgrl @ 2006-05-21T13:22:00

2006-05-21T20:38:07Z

I couldn't be more restless.
I see the same people in the same places over and over and over, etc etc.
consistancy bores me.
I need to do something different.
even if only for a little while.

rockthatbeatgrl @ 2006-05-20T14:27:00

2006-05-20T21:44:57Z

My name is Kevin
I'm ten feet tall
too bad my brain is really small
I'm dumber than a rock
and thats really dumb
I have no friends
NONE AT AAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

rockthatbeatgrl @ 2006-05-11T22:20:00

2006-05-12T05:30:48Z

come see little shop of horrors.

rockthatbeatgrl @ 2006-04-30T19:03:00

2006-05-01T02:13:59Z

my grandpa is going into the hospital tomorrow
to get tests done on his heart
and he might have to have surgery.
my parents are in palm springs to be there with him and my grandma
and I'm stuck here
worrying.

I love my grandpa.

rockthatbeatgrl @ 2006-04-28T17:07:00

2006-04-29T00:16:32Z

busy busy busy
that's me.

rockthatbeatgrl @ 2006-04-22T07:42:00

2006-04-22T14:50:36Z

busy busy weekend.
Saturday:
batting cages 8 am
rehearsal 10-3
party 4-10

Sunday:
DISNEYLAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
home tuesday.

sweet.

rockthatbeatgrl @ 2006-04-20T19:17:00

2006-04-21T02:33:45Z

went to OB with Dyaln, Stacey, Shannon, Scott, and Amber.
ate ice cream.
tanned.
boogy boarded.
got hit on.
danced with hippies.
got hit on some more.

"God bless you all-She's bustin out!!"

great day.

rockthatbeatgrl @ 2006-04-16T23:35:00

2006-04-17T06:43:21Z

You can ask me up to 10 questions!

No matter how rude, personal, random, sexual, or pointless

I promise to answer them 100% truthfully

1. Pick one thing from my list of interests that you like, and explain why.

2. Pick one thing from my list of interests that you don't like, and explain why.

3. Pick one thing from my list of interests that surprises you, and explain why.

4. Pick one thing from my list of interests that you don't understand, and I'll tell you about it.

5. Tell me one thing that's not on my list of interests that should be.

6. Pick one person on my friends list you're curious about, comment with their username, and I will tell you what I know about them

rockthatbeatgrl @ 2006-04-16T19:13:00

2006-04-17T02:18:08Z

new journal.

sweet.